about me ___________________________
Fikri P. Sofyan.. born at Jakarta on may the 19th '84. contact me at greatcivilian@plasa.com
It'sMe... ___________________________
'Deep waters'
Is it a crime
For me to be feeling this way
I´m going out of my mind
And there's no change from my runaway love
Is it a dream (Is it a dream)
That I'm throwing in the wishing well
I'm losin' control
Body and soul (Body and soul)
Standin' here waiting for a train that may never come
I saw the signs
I'd read the book
I should have had a second look
But, boy you caught me dreamin'
And there were times you'd come around
And we'd agree just to be friends
Tell me who was foolin' who
Deep waters, I'm drownin' in
Deep waters, slowly drownin' in deeper
What do I say, what can I say
Where words have failed me before
What do I do, when I'm feeling so blue
And there's no place, for me to run and hide
I saw the sun inside your smile
And wished for more than just a while
Cause, boy you caught me dreaming
A giant step into the dark
We threw caution to the wind
Tell me who was fooling who
Oh, I saw the signs
I read the book
I should have had a second look
'Cos, boy you caught me dreamin'
And there were times you'd come around
And we'd agree just to be friends
Tell me who was fooling, fooling who...(incognito)
Sometimes.. i want to get in trough your head, sail inside your brain, and see what you have in mind...
Will you jeluos seeing me with some1 else? will you guide me when I'm out of whack? will you still like me when I'm loosing my hair? will you still with me wathing our kids grow up? will you crying on my funeral? and most of all, will you love me till I die?
Because.. if you get in trough my head, sail inside my brain, and see what I have in mind. The only answer you'll find is: Yes, I Will...!!
Today, I met a pretty girl. She cought me looking at her. Cute face, white & smooth skin, so pretty.... But then I think again, I have my own girl, the pretties in the universe ^_^. But it makes me wonder: If my SL think the same as I think, when she met a man that more handsome than me? Hope so.. Man, I miss her.. Yesterday, I lend my photo album to my SL, and guess what? she saw the photos of my ex on that album..!! :-( hope she won't be jelous.. after all, she also still keeping the photos of her ex. So I think it's fair enough isn't it?..
"oh yes, I'm a great pretender, pretending I'm doing well.." (pretender/Elvis.P) --> the perfect song to describe ME..!! Always look so tough, so strong, but inside? who knows.. (but who cares anyway)
Yesterday, my SL gave me a poetry..^_^ man, it's so sweet.. she is my real angel...By the way, I miss my mom & dad..
Once I though, that success is having large amount of money, living on a gigantic house with a horny sexy wife and cute little children. But it's not it. Success is not 'bout money, nor power. Success is a never ending journey, side by side with the people you love, keep on going, no matter how far the road is, or how rough the struggle is. Just keep on going, 'coz we've knew, that our dream is right in front of us...
BoOrInG...... just dun no wat tu du. I'm sick of all the same old shit!. "All this time contagnious, i've never been this BoReD before, is this the price I've waited for..." (RUN)
Man, she so Pretty. I just had a date with my SoulMate. She gave me lot of chocolatethat just as sweet as her face ^_^. we're just going out couple of hours ago, but I've miss her now (like incognito says: "..and wish for more than just a while...").. oh boy, I'm so afraid of loosing her.. Hope I'll never loosing her... Bless us God..
Yesssss!! you know my score. this is it: A for pancasila, and the rest is B. there still two more, which is Physic, d tech.drawing. and sure, there is still a chance for me to beat my sist. (know how much iza score? 3,05!!. But I'll beat her too). Last nite, iza call me.. now I'm pretty sure that she really care 'bout me. OK thats all folk's..
Here I am now, back to the 'overheat' city called PADANG. Nothings change.. still a Hot and dusty little city. .. Man, know what happen at my date last nite? this is the story... After we have a dinner, I give her the ring and said: "will you marry me?". and she can't said a word!! The she ask me: "will you put on this ring to my finger?", so I drive fastly to the beach (actually, at taplau ^_^). I stop the car for a while, and put on the ring to her cute little finger.. Boy, I'm so happy 'bout that.. But.. she said that she's not quite sure 'bout my feeling to her.. God, how can I convince her that she's really the one and only..My Soumate. Oh almost forgot. yeah know what I got at the campus today? I haven't recieve my IP, but for Physic Experiment I scored 76, thats mean 'B' (the 3rd highest on civil.Eng). And the best news is my TOEFL, I scored 513 (the highest at civil.eng), and that's mean.. I've passed the International standards. And... I've beat my sister..!!! huahuahua....
Man, I miss my soulmate.. she said she can't eat 'coz of me... he..he.. did she really mean it? hope so..
Tomorrow I'll be back to padang, boy, I'll miss my mom again. and what 'bout my bro? who'll accompany him when he could'nt sleep at nite ('coz I guess he had some insomnia), hearing all his stupid joke that sometimes are'nt funny at all, patch him up when he were down. Who'll teach my sist when they had a problem with homework, or pick them up after school..
But I promise, I won't let them down.. I'll finish my study as fast as I can. BLeSS mE GOD...
Man, I don't know what it is. But I think my fucking fellaz hiding something 'bout my love. But.... who cares anyway. Afterall they are my best friend, my neighbour and like my own brother. A could never replace them.. Boy I miss the stupid joke of redville... But most of all, I miss my soulmate...
hi.. I know it's tough bro, but hang on.. the light will shine once again.. Just hang on.. "..not as the giant of my dreams, nor the dwarf of my fears.."
oh boy. My bro is getting thinner&thinner, I know he's hopeless now, I know what it feels like. "the road is long, with many a winding turn, that lead us to who knows where, who knows where. But I'm strong, strong enough to carry him, He ain't heavy, he's my brother. And so we goes, his welfare is my concern, no burden is he to bear, we'll get there. For I know, he would not encumber me... If I'm laden, at all, I'm laden with sadness, and everyone's heart isn't filled with the gladness of love, for one another. It's a long long road, from which there is no return. While we're on the way, to there, why not share..." (he's my Brother).
