about me ___________________________
Fikri P. Sofyan.. born at Jakarta on may the 19th '84. contact me at greatcivilian@plasa.com
It'sMe... ___________________________
'Deep waters'
Is it a crime
For me to be feeling this way
I´m going out of my mind
And there's no change from my runaway love
Is it a dream (Is it a dream)
That I'm throwing in the wishing well
I'm losin' control
Body and soul (Body and soul)
Standin' here waiting for a train that may never come
I saw the signs
I'd read the book
I should have had a second look
But, boy you caught me dreamin'
And there were times you'd come around
And we'd agree just to be friends
Tell me who was foolin' who
Deep waters, I'm drownin' in
Deep waters, slowly drownin' in deeper
What do I say, what can I say
Where words have failed me before
What do I do, when I'm feeling so blue
And there's no place, for me to run and hide
I saw the sun inside your smile
And wished for more than just a while
Cause, boy you caught me dreaming
A giant step into the dark
We threw caution to the wind
Tell me who was fooling who
Oh, I saw the signs
I read the book
I should have had a second look
'Cos, boy you caught me dreamin'
And there were times you'd come around
And we'd agree just to be friends
Tell me who was fooling, fooling who...(incognito)
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Saturday, January 31, 2004
ha..ha Finally I'm here at jakarta. Man, nothings change since I left. My poor bro, the doctor diagnose that he got TBC, and he getting much thinner now, but that stupit idiot man still smoking. Now lets talk'bout Iza. two days ago we went out to have a dinner with my dad. I want her to know that I'm so..so fucking serious 'bout this relationship. And my dad tell everythings 'bout me. Yehah know, I'm a little surprised when she send me a mez that she has been at the airport waiting for me (but then I know she's there to meet her old friend) ha..ha.. At the airport, I asked her 'bout her seriousness on this relationship, and she said that she'll be mad at me if I ask her again.. man, she so..so..so fucking sweet...
Mmm... now I confused. It's just too many differences between me and her. The way she blame herself, while I'm blaming the situation. I'm sick of my "ex", while she might still love him. What's going on here?!!. Is she really my Soulmate, or someone that just passing by? Maybe the horoscope is right, that we'll never be a perfect couple. You know what SPACE said: "You had the volk and i'm just a joke, but we've made a vow... Now we know that it's us versus the world now, me and you against the world now... We promise that togather we would die...Lying there dying in each other arms, oh you said to me, don't worry about a thing my little sweetheart we, togather we shall never be apart, you took a chance on a looser like me, but you've never let me down, and wherever we're in heaven or hell I know it's better than a separate cells .."(Me & you against the world) --> she said this song just BuLLsHit...
he..he.. malem ini rencanya gue mo jalan ma iza, tapi bingung mo kemana? masak taplau lagi sih.. :( atau mp aja kali ya? oiya gue juga rancana mo ke jakarta, I miss my mom.. I miss ny sist.. and I miss my bro. and also the nite life of jakarta ^_^. tapi kyaknya gue gak lama di jakarta jadi takutnya gak puuas.. udah gitu ntar kangen ma my soulmate lagi, he..he gue dah gak sabar nih buat ntar malem... Bless me God..
God, finally the exam is over.. ^_^. But I still anxiaty with my score. By the way, hari ini gue sebulanan ma iza & got no planning.. think i got a problem on planning something.. Eh iya, anjrot tdi ge kirain atm gue ilang lagi, pake nanya satpam lagi taunya keselip di dompet he..he. Gue kangen banget ni ma iza, serba salah juga ya jadian ma anak kedokteran. Gak enak mo ngajak dia kluar, takutnya ngeganggu dia blajar.. Still wondering.. is she really love me? Bisa gak ya gue megang tangannya dia, atlest 4 just a second..jadi inget lagu "untouchable" (apa coba?).. But above all.. I do love her so..
Taurus & Scorpio There's a lot of attraction in this match between two naturally reserved, determined, and physically oriented signs, and great potential for domestic success. Both value financial prosperity and hard work. But if they don't make beautiful music together immediately, a terrible uproar is imminent. Intuitive, emotional Scorpio accumulates negative feelings until they reach critical mass. If Taurus is not ready to handle a meltdown, Scorpio's tenacity will be unbearable and even the Bull will give up. It's either heaven or hell: nothing in between...
Tai, gw kesel bgt ma uda, kayaknya dia bakal jadi pikiran buat mami. Knapa sih dia gak bisa car kesibukan lain selain cari masalah. Atau mungkin dia dah nyerah ma hidup? apa dia gak sadar umur yak? Pokoknya gw pusing, status liburan juga blom jelas, kayaknya liburan ni gw bakal BT AbIeSsss!!..
oik, gw lagi bingng nih. kayaknya iza dah mulai males2an deh. masa sms early morning gw gak dibales, kan kesel. dah gitu gw telp tapi baru bangun. skarang hp gw matiin. gw pengen liat responnya...
is it near the end? hah gw juga lagi bingung ma tugas yang kayaknya gw tunda2 mulu. kayaknya gw makin procrastinate aja nih. ilang kemana value gw dulu ya. but i hope thing will be alright soon. coz life is just like roller coaster. JuSt EnJoY iT bR0..
